the life of

2:01AM - lalalalalalala

 hmm havent been on here in like 2 yrs or more? well i really havent changed much in my life im now 27 my lil girl is 9. im single my life sux for the most partand just too depressing to type

10:42AM - a long journal way over due

well my last entry was long time ago so since then i have had 3 birthdays 22nd ,23rd, and 24th all were spent alone me and kevin had broken up we were havin way tooo many arguments do to ppl interfering in our relationship, so we broke up for a bit then got bk together but secretly but then i dont really know what happened there so yeah after that i dated an old friend named traze, we had liked each other for the longest and then he was in san antonio cuz he was in the military, but as it was his knee went out on him durrin his daily 5 mile run so yeah medical discharge there we dated for a year and 3 months but stress got to him and we broke up we are still friends tho. and that was it for a while and then i was hangin out wit kevin agin after he apologized for what he did. and we started to be friends agin and then sumtimes there was more he wanted me bk but i didnt know and then traze apologized and wanted me b so then i had to decide then a guy named jareth took an interest in me and i kinda liked him but there was sumtin about him i didnt really know what it was then after he acted like an immature ass i realized that i didnt wanna be wit aguy like that and the one thing that bugged me about him was that i couldnt see myself wit him. so then my choice was kevin or traze, it took me a while to finally decide. i had made a pro and con list for both, that didnt really help. then some stuff happened wit kevin and he moved to victoria at the time i had a car so i wuld go and see him almost every weekend and sumtimes not on the weekends. ev1 had thought i had made my decision and that it was kevin but if it was it was subconsciously and i didnt really make my decsion till i saw traze he came down for 4 days and we had a blast saw a couple of movies, had dinner, went to funtrackers and just various things it was funat one point ha and i started messin around and thats when i realized that what we had was no longer there and yeah i still loved him but i wasnt IN LOVE wit him and that i'd rather be wit kevin. and thats when i told traze that i couldnt be wit him that i wuld rather be wit kevin and that yeah i still loved him but i wasnt in love wit him anymore and that i wuld rather be wit kevin, he was a bit upset but after a while he agreed that it wuld be better for me to be wit kevin, cuz all the stuff that he was goin thru and everything i was kinda confused at first y he wuld say that but he realized that he wuldnt be able to be wit me like we used to and plus i love kevin more  than him and so yeah they met one night was kind of afraid of it but they actually got along. when kevin was here for those 3 hours after then concert he laid on my bed while traze wasa here at my comp doin sumtin but yeah the whole time kevin was here he was holdin my hand traze knew it and it kinda hurt him but he didnt say n e thing till after kevin left then he told me that he say kevin holdin my hand and that when kevin showed up i looked happier and that he was convinced that i shuld be wit kevin. and that he thought he was a cool guy but he better not ever hurt me agin and never to call me a whore ever agin or he was gonna kick his ass for sure. i had to laught but i knew he meant what he said, but i dont think im gonna have to worry bout that. so me and kevin are finally back together have been for a lil over a month yay i really hope this time it lasts even tho he is in victoria and its hard to see each other but yeah things are different between us now, he knows not to lie to me or keep things from me, and plus we dont have ppl interfering so yeah it shuld work this time. we r actually tryin to have a baby, im happy bout it but still a lil scared but its a bit hard tryin to get pregnant since we dont get to see each other much so yeah.

i am no longer freinds wit britney, cory, zach. daryl and pretty much ev1 i used to be friends wit simply becuz they were the ones starting problems between me and kevin, i mean yeah not all of it was them but it was mostly so yeah i found them too be much tooo dramatic and back stabbin so yeah barely have friends now but i dont mind it for a while i didnt have time for friends but as for brit her was mostly when i was datin traze her bf at the time had threatned my life and she didnt say a word to him and when traze found out he threatened draco's life and brits she didnt like it but even b4 she said n e thing i told traze to stop and he did but yeah brit started her shit sayin that i was traze's lil drone and all this other shit so finally i told her fine we are no longer friends that way wont have to worry bout it, she said fine and that was it then after her and draco broke up she tried to say she wasa sorry and that she didnt mean what she said blah blah blah ect. u know and i told her forget it that she wasnt much of friend if she wuld let a guy get between our friendship so yeah as for the others it is whats written up top.

right now i no longer have a job i was workin for taco bell but quit got tired of thier crap same wit sonic, was workin for taco bell 2 days short of a year and sonic was like 5 months then i worked for the caller times deliverin papers but i lost my car so yeah there went that job abd seein kevin grrrrr i lost my car after grams passed away cuz the car was in her name mostly

yes as stated above grandma passed away dec. 17th of last year pretty much ruined x-mas not that i care for it but yeah. bout 3 weeks ago we lost james my grandmothers eldest son due to a stroke and grandma died of 3 diff cancers tho none was due to smokin ciggs for over 40 yrs tho. and now my aunt cathrine has come back into the family stupid slut she has screwed everything up but she only came back for my uncles money becuz they are mentally handi-capped but my grandfather finally has seen the light and gonna stop that so yeah yay there 

lexxy is now 6 yrs old ans in kindergarden for the most part she likes school its wierd i never did, but then lexxy is weird seriously and a bit evil, but nobody believes it.

hmm what else canrt think of ne thing new other than the stuff above maybe thats it for now

signed,
puss

Current mood: tired plus i have a toothache

10:55PM - agin i forget

well basically forgot to to the journal thing agin, first time since august. well here is the update i was workin at dq till some bullshit at work so i quit yeah i know it wasnt smart, but i refuse to work wit pot heads. im still on probation tho that ends next month and i still owe like 400 bucks so yeah im tryin to find a new job. im no longer wit kevin as most ppl know that is soooo over and done wit, but we are supposed to be friends agin since he apologized didnt apologize enuff in my opinion. but now im wit traze, i have known him for 8 yrs i met him online we have been together since feb, 19th tho right now im pissed at him, im tired of him ignorin me to go get drunk. his friends in the military talkin shit to me but he thinks they are cool tho one person had snicthed on him bout leavin the base. this makes the 5th day i have not spoken to him at least on the phone, i havent heard n e thing by text message since today. im just so tempted to just send him a text message sayin as soon as possible come get ur fuckin computer and give me bk my ring, cuz ur not as special as i thought u were to have it. course once he does i wont be on for a while since i wont have a comp. but not like it matters right? not many ppl read this if n e at all. oh yeah britney and i r no longer friends at all, her new bf made sure of that tho she tried to put the blame on my bf, especially after he threated her life well u know what traze wouldnt have threated her life if her boyfreind hadnt threated mine, hey bitch its called fair play. also i was talkin to my ex fiancee morgan and we got into a huge fight i messed up my wrist agin by punchin the wall 3 times split my kuckles and destroyed an innocent stuffed animal. i was so mad i even ripped its whiskers out it was a sabertooth tiger i ripped its whiskers, fangs, eyes and nose out disessebled its 2 front legs and ripped his tail out not to mention almost twisting its head off. well that should be enuff of keepin up to date

puss......in boots

Current mood: angry

2:59PM - mow bitch

well basically i am no longer workin at off the hook malana fired me for no reason, fuckin bitch. i have reported her to the labor board appently im not the only one she has done this bullshit to, im like the 5th person to complain about her. damn i really liked that job too the owner was nice cared about his employees really nice guy. and yeah thats basically it so now i am jobless damn it this sux. but i got my court stuff well restition taken care of now i just got to do the court cost woo hoo. today is my friend tecia's b-day as u might have know from myspace.com. laptop is possibly bein fixed as i type this fianlly. in 4 days kevin and i will have been together for 6 months YAY we will be possibly spendin time together on like monday or tuesday whenever the truck gets fixed. i felt bad night b4 last kevin had been textin me all night finally about 5 am they stopped then when i was just about to be asleep my phone goes off agin, i thought to myself "goddamnit kevin what do u want now" i read the message it says "i love you angie" i felt so damn bad about thinkin what i thought, i hope that when i tell him he will forgive me but i know he is gonna pick on me about it. so yeah thats basically it and if u dont like what u read dont read it and btw FUCK YOU :P

puss.........in boots

Current mood: cynical

1:53PM - safari

well tonight i went out wit trey, kitty and kevin. basically trey came and picked me up then we went and picked kevin up. headed to corpus and picked up kitty at his dad's apartment where they are stayin right now. well didnt know what we were gonna do was gonna wait till we all were together so basically kevin was hungry so we went to mcdonalds were kevin and trey acted like asses to me and kitty but afterwards apologized to us and then we decide that we are gonna go to slicks and play some pool we play pool i got my ass whooped. kitty kicked kevin, treys and my ass and then trey kicked kevin's ass so he could play kitty agin and he kicked her butt, aparently they had a wager on the game so yeah. anywayz then a girl nicole showed up and friend of trey's who came to hang wit us so after trey and kitty played a game of air hockey and trey winning and kitty throwin the thing at him and then trey pinning her up angainst the wall and majorly turnin her on we went outside and debated where we would go. it was decided that we would go to safari a club well actually more like a bar. trey knew the door guy so he could get kevin in, so we went to safari while there kitty and trey made out alot, me and kevin were kissing ocasionally and then i decided to lean back into his lap just to cuddle wit him after a while of that then the major makin out started. then a guy named dj chris who works there decided to sing "the reason" for kareoke and kevin surprised me by singin the song to me, it wasnt out load just him singin it in my ear but still surprising it was so sweet. then basically we hung out for an hour more and then we decided to head home on the way home kevin cuddled wit me in the back of trey's truck and major makin out agin b4 we got to his place. we dropped kevin off at his place in ingleside, and when he got out kitty asked kevin wasnt he gonna give me a kiss bye, she didnt realize that he couldnt in front of the house wit cory watchin. then they went to drop me off i forgot my cellphone in the back of trey's truck in the cup holder so yeah i was without my cellphone for like a week

Current mood: calm and bored

6:16PM - well well well

bout time i made one of these huh? sorry i havent made one in a while been kinda busy workin and stuff also laptop broke so yeah i was cut off for a whileso here is the update............ basically after kevin and i got into our huge fight on our 4 month annivesary we basically seperated then broke up for a week, but got back together we are both weak. im workin at off the hook here in rockport its in cove harbor which is not even a mile from my house im a hostess/ busser for right now im wantin to be a server but malana is bein such a fuckin bitch and its more than just pregnancy hormones. but yeah FINALLY JASON HAS GONE BACK TO ALABAMA FOR GOOD YAY but yeah thats basically it. ohh yes i almost forgot i did sumtin comepletly out of my character. i entered a naughty school girl contest to help my friends trey and kitty oput they are tryin to get an apartment so yeah i entered it so that kitty could win but it was kinda bad i got more cat calls and screamin than kitty did and she is a stripper for a livin that pretty bad, but i think it was becuz of my not really wantin to do it and furthermore i kinda had an innocent thing goin apparently that helped i dunno. well gotta go friend of mine i hadnt talked to in a while just came online and he wants my undevided attention.


laterz
angie

4:49PM - i almost have a job

well the walgreens thing didnt happen cuz some lil bitch (explain that later) so now i tryin to get a job at circle k yes same place kevin works.my interview was supposed to be today but that didnt happen so yeah its tommorow at 2pm well not much other than that so i guess i will right more another day when i have the time and sumtin to write about


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puss.............in boots

Current mood: kevin will be gettin raped

12:35PM - i rare;y make journals now

damn its been like i dont know a month since my last journal? sorry guys been too busy i guess. well my laptop is in the shop now my touch pad went out on it. well kevin and i are still together had a few huge fights but things are good for now. brit realized the error of her ways which is a good thing. im about to start workin at walgreens, yes surprising i quit bein a csi. good job and pay but it was takin too much of my life. its very hard when u come home and go to give ur kid a kiss and hug and she ash\ks who are u. so yeah bye bye that job. cory has almost found himself a girlfriend i actually know her went to school wit her for a while. zach and i got into a huge fight, i almost hit him, but i decided he wasnt worth it. other thatn that i just decided that he and i are no longer friends but surprisingly the next day he called and apologized. wow zach admitte he was wrong thats sumtin to right down. other than that shit nuttin else has really happened. however i dont know if i said this before but KEVIN LOVES ME.............YAY fianlly i love someone and they feel the same and not lying about it. well gotta go got things to do ttyl maybe

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puss.........in boots

Current mood: crazy

1:13AM - missin my baby kevin

well im back in rockport, for once in like almost 2 months. and im missin kevin like crazy i wanna be wit the love of my life. i miss him so much i actaully cried after he left cuz it meant i wouldnt be wit him all day and night n e more. next weekend i will be wit him agin in ingleside but only for the weekend providing he isnt workin too much. he got the job at circle k deli department. well sorry the journal is so short but im exhausted gn sd tc ev1


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puss........in boots

Current mood: depressed i miss kevin

4:08PM - maybe the last page who knows

good computer now u wont die u put the right person

Current mood: blank

2:56PM - muhahahaha page 4

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id rather that it have been kevin his bite is prolly better wait no i know it is

this is kevin's yeah the change part is gonna be soon hehehehehe >:)

Current mood: amused

2:37PM - goth quizes page 2 get over it

thats sounds about right actually might be fun to see too damn that was funny

my boyfriend's results on this the eyeliner thing is prolly tru if u met him u would agree but he i wuv him all the same 

Current mood: artistic

2:26PM - wow 2 journals in 2 days shockin huh? gothic quizes

ok here we go and yall better fuckin tell me the results if u do them, i mean it dont make me come after u wit a whip wait no u might enjoy that, i guess i can use a knife lol :P

Current mood: naughty thats all i can say

1:30AM - ya ya kick my ass later

yeah i know im not keepin up wit my journals i apologize ev1 but im not on every night like i used to be. im still here in ingleside at my friend cory's place spendin time wit my sweety kevin, yes its shockin huh? i havent fucked things up yet. last night we had a couple of fights but its not my messin things up. just we are gettin really involved he is scared of it and so am i. other than that, britney is no longer my best friend she has decided she would rather be wit druggies than ppl who care about her u can thank that lil bitch jeanette. she totally screwed cory over and the rest of us brain washed my best friend tried to steal well take back my boyfriend said she was just testing him for me to see how much he was attached to me, well yall know me if i want to know sumtin i will fuckin ask it. so yeah found out my grandfather is now diabetic. so yeah and my aunt janice is tryin to starve him to death but yeah. well other than that nuttin much has happened. im sorry that i dont make journals as much as i used to, i rarely get online now but i will do my best to make sure i try and make one at least every 2 days no garuntees well im gonna get off here now cuz 1) im tired of typin 2) kevin wants to check his emails and i dont mind him usin my laptop for that well ttyl tc hagn sd mdf

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puss.......in boots

Current mood: happy im still wit my sweety

2:29AM - geez

i havent made a journal in like a week at least well i guess i could if i was home but as it has been i have been in ingleside. well lets see last journal was on the 30th damn 10 days at least. well i doubt i was missed really no one really reads these journals so yeah sumtimes i wonder the point then i remember: HEY THIS IS MY FUCKIN JOURNAL I CAN VENT ALL I LIKE IF PPL DONT LIKE IT THEY DONT HAVE TO READ!!!!!!!!!! so yeah a few things have happened not much, went to the club, brit feels like a 5th wheel when we hang out but right now she has travis, she did have nicky but he is in corpus right now on duty so yeah, we also have an old friend of mine here his name is brandon, he is my ex but still a good friend but im glad we are friends agin however he leaves tommorow he is goin back to arkansas. well kevin and i are stilll together and i think we are doin good far as i know of i havent done n e thing to fuck this relationship up. well if u go bye my friend richards thinkin then kevin and i have been together for a lil over a month now but if u get really technical wit the askin and all that shit its about 2 1/2 maybe 3 weeks. cory and jeanette finally had some tru fun, she finally stop teasin him and stop givin him blue balls. that was funny the one night that brit saw nicky she teased the fuck out of him and paid him back for all the shit that he did to her. i dont think i have ever laughed that much at a guy b4 but it was funny, yeah i know u guys arent gonna think its funny but if u knew what nick put brit thru then u might laugh a lil but still think its painful on ur part. so yeah not much really has been happenin. we went to the rumba room thursday night for gothic night however no one was there the door was open but there was no one there at all not even the ppl that work there the lights were off and the drinks were out but not one soul there, so we decided to go play some ppol at slicks which i think we got overcharged cuz of the bill, damn ppl i think we will go to theo's next time besides thats where most of the freaks go to so yup a new home. wow my boyfriend can kkep up wit my typin even tho he is a slow reader well i took a couple of breaks so yeah CHEATER!!!!!!!! lol jk he knows i wuv him. wow a warm hand on my knee feels good. lol ok enuff of my craziness.

Current mood: determined not to fall asleep

2:15AM - achew...achew

damn it i have a cold. i got it from kevin, i didnt think i would get it but i did. so now im takin medicine im not coughin tho like he was i just have a runny nose and i keep sneezing and my eyes water up at first i thought it was allergies but my allergies are never this bad, so yeah i have a cold now. great isnt it? lol well brit moved in today so we are still tryin to go thru everything so yeah im too tired tonight and plus brit has a cold too but she got hers from her mom. so yeah we hung out at rockport beach tonight jeanette, brit, and cory were roller bladin and kevin was skateboardin i didnt have either nor can i roller blade or board very well but it was cool i just took pics wit cory's digital camera. i took some good pics then zach and an old friend amber showed up so then zach like used jeanette's skates for a few min and like then kevin like borrowed brit's blades. so yeah took pics of that too then we were all like dancin around n stuff tried to teach cory how to dance some more and then i tried to teach kevin he kept insisting that he didnt know how to, i think that he does just doesnt want to admit it but then agin maybe im wrong but it was fun. well my bed is callin me and my eyes are answerin yes so im goin to bed i will write tommorow. gn tc sd

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puss.........in boots

Current mood: exhausted and tired

3:09AM - boys are great every girl should own one

lol jk sorry i havent made a journal in 2 days i left my lp at home i was at cory's in ingleside so yeah well kevin is no longer my playtoy he is now my boyfriend. as of 4am saturday mornin. well i went to club sixx wit kevin, cory, and zach. we mostly had fun except for those assholes there that decided to play a trick on zach and the rest of us. basically there was this guy ben he was id say in his 20's or so tall kinda chubby but seemed nice well he supposeble was gay but however him and his friends were all straight so they were all there just to make fun of gays and lesbians stupid jerks i swear if i ever meet up wit them agin i will beat the crap out of them. they had no right to do that but other than those ppl we had fun i met a few ppl i wouldnt mind talkin to agin or hangin out. i met christian? not sure how his name is spelled he seemed pretty cool. i went upstairs to just get away from the music and just meet sum new ppl and while i was up there i looked to see what my friends were up to, zach was over in a corner freestylin, and kevin was dancin wit christian, christian was really movin however kevin was not. it was cuz of the tight leather pants he was wearin he could hardly move tho his ass looked very nice in them i couldnt help laughin but it was fun zach and i danced a few times, tried to teach cory how to dance that was fun. well i will right more tommrow night after i get home ttyl tc hagn

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puss...... in boots

Current mood: drained

5:12AM - never happen agin

i hope that what happened tonight never happens agin i mean when it first startedd out u know i was hangin wit cory, kevin, and bren and then after zach got off work we went to Q's and played some pool which was cool then we went to the beach agin the first time we were out there we were waitin for zach to get off work during that time i pulled kevin aside and talked to him about us and how after friday night, that i wont be hangin out wit him too much. my reason for this is that im startin to get too attached to him and if he were my boyfriend it really wouldnt be a problem but ad it is he isnt so gettin attached wouldnt be good he understood and kinda felt the same way i did. so maybe tonight when we go to the club afterwards we will decide on the subject of us. well while he and i were talkin zach shows up and we go to Q's a pool hall here in town we have fun. well we still wanted to hang out so we go to the beach this is what i hope never happens agin. while there bren and kevin decide to go talk well zach and i are talkin about how things have been goin wit his boyfriends and how he can never find a good guy and when his perfect guy comes along the guy is straight. so he kinda got depressed, i was tryin to cheer him up well while this is happening bren and kevin get thru talking so we tell bren and kevin to go talk summore to go walk down the pier agin or wait by the blazer this is where it starts to suck, well zach and i finish talkin so we go to find kevin and bren well we cant find them we search for them for at least an hour we go back to the blazer and we realize that zach has locked his keys in his car, FUCK so ok we walk down to circle k hopin to find a officer so they can call sumone well guess what there were no cops. figures when u dont need thier damn asses they are everywhere but when u do they aint around. so we go back to the blazer kevin and bren have finally showed up. so we sit there for a few thinkin of what the fuck to do then we call gary olsen he is a tow truck and he can unlock zach's car yay we can all go home and get bitched at well at least i did so i hope that never happens agin and btw if u were wonderin about zach's spare key he usually has that lil magnet bix underneath the car by the tire well guess what earlier today b4 zach went to work it fell off thats real convient huh? well im tired and sleepy gn all i will write more tommorow when i get home from the club bye bye

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puss....... in boots

Current mood: bitchy

1:13AM - the rain (its a bitch)

first off.... im not a magnet u brat lol and as for the dude named justin hell no he is a heroine addict i dont think so........ok now for today/nights journal started at 1:13am


its official i hate the fuckin rain. last night we decided to go out to port a beach at our usual marker 19 we made a fire and all that good stuff since we had decided to spend the night we pitched the tent ok well we decide that we need more blanket and a few pillows so off me, erica (janette?) go to my house to pick up blankets, well we needed to stop at the convience store for gas. so im sittin in the truck smokin a cigg, waitin for janette to come back form usin the restroom, and i get to thinkin i only have like 2 pillows at my house and like 4 blankets. and since i know that cory has a shit load of blankets and pillows at his house i asked him if he wanted to get some from his house he says yes so now we are waitin on janette to come out and while waiting we decide to just save gas and just get all the blankets and pillows we need at cory's house. so we go to cory's and get the blankets and pillows we also get cory's inflatable matress. well on the way back to the beach it starts fuckin rainin. we get to the beach its rainin kinda hard but hey we have a tent so yeah fire will go out but we got blankets. well guess what the wind decides to be an ass and blow the hell out of the tent. uprooting it from the sand *fuck* well hey the tent is huge so one side aint gonna matter besides the rain will stay off cuz we have the tarp or whatever over the tent. damn wind blows that crookid so now we are gettin soak damn it ok so better idea we all get in cory's truck its dry so yeah cory's truck only has like u know one main sittin area, its not a double cab ok so there are 6 of us tryin to get in the truck, this is how it works: we have cory in the driver seat then we have janette in his lap then there is kevin next is britney and at the passenger side door we have mark. but now ur thinkin hey wait a min u said six and i never saw ur name. well as for me i was layin across everybody and usin janette's boobs for pillows. yeah laugh all u want it work (a bit uncomfortable) but we were dry and warm. well cory and janette bith have to be at work by 9am so u know its like 4am they will get about 4 hours of sleep the rest of us its cool we can sleep later, well by the time 6am rolls around we are all have had it we will go home and maybe hang later after cory and janette get off work well when thinkin about it cory needs to take a shower and make some breakfest for himself b4 he leaves to go to work if he takes us all home he wont have time so after thinkin for a few min we decide to crash at cory's. this is the fun part its pretty much figured out who sleeps wit who janette will sleep in cory's room and then in the spare room u have 2 beds, brit and mark in one bed me and kevin in the other. well it takes us a while to get to sleep we are too busy fuckin around, tellin dirty jokes all that just bein perverts hey thats what we are. sleep comes about an hour later i wake up, someone is snorin in my ear, its kevin lol but i can deal wit it, his snorin aint bad unlike my mom and jason's. so im awake for a while i go smoke a cigg janette is up too we go smoke a cigg then talk to cory's mom about woman things lol ok i go on to bed try to get back to sleep. i see kevin layin there back to sleep and snorin he is sooooo cute when he sleeps. he wakes up for a few seconds looks at me sticks his tongue out at me, ok fine u wanna do that its bonsai kitty time......i pounce on him he wakes up, slaps me on the ass then goes back to sleep. lol ok so im layin there tryin to sleep i doze off then i feel sumone walkin around i open my eyes a lil bit next thing i here is bonsai kitty and brit pounces me i squeal wake mark and kevin up. i guess she got even wit me for kevin but it was funny, we go back to sllep for about 4/5 hours wake up find that cory is home2 hours b4 he was supposed to be he is asleep wit janette in his bed. we get up decide we are hungry and order pizza. after we eat we are sittin around in the room thinkin about goin back to sleep, not gonna happen brit and mark are at it agin makin out copin feels. cory and janette are makin out, possible feels i didnt know, didnt want to. then there is me and kevin lol, we graduated to tongue wrestling today. (french kissing for the ppl who dont know what that is)so we are doin that then it starts gettin dark in the room so hey this is when then fun begins we bring the inflatable matress into the room cory and janette lay on that. i start ticklin kevin agin its soo much fun watchin him squirm, however he found a tickle spot on me. damn it. but its all fun. so yeah alot of that kissin cuddlin all that good stuff but no sex. well brit has one of her attacks so we tend to her and after, she had about 4 attacks. but after that we sat around takin and watchin tv then all got dropped off. we are supposed to hang out tommorow after kevin, janette, and mark get off work cory has the next 2 days off. well i got stuff to do tomorow, im gonna go take a shower and go to bed gn all tc hagn


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puss.........in boots

Current mood: cheerful

4:27AM - ohhhhhhhh my fuckin god

damn im tired. i just got home from the beach(port a) and im supposed to go back tommorow but shit i dont know if im gonna but more than likely i will. tonight kinda sucked i mean hey brit found her another guy and he seems really nice. my ex decided to call me and say a bunch of shit to me it upset me so i cried then got pissed punched the hell out of the sand at the beach. i didnt get to spend that much time wit kevin but maybe tommorow who knows. got hit on by like 6 guys the last one justin wasnt too bad he didnt like try to grab my ass or n e thing like the others did. he seemed cool i got his number and he got mine i dont know if he will like call me or n e thing i dont even know if i will call him i texted him when i was on the ferry commin home but he didnt reply prolly asleep already or sumtin when kevin left me at the beach cuz cory was givin him a ride home he said he would call he hasnt yet i figured he would go home then go to bed so i wasnt really expectin him to call but it would have been cool. so yeah i actually got some ciggs today so im happy i sold sum beads like 5 for 2 bucks if i had known they were for a friend i wouldnt have took the money but hey i got cigg money so yeah its cool. when i get my income tax return i will prolly pay the money back. and no i didnt show my tits for beads brit like hads a whole zip lock bag full i think there was at least 100 of those damn things. we went walkin down the beach tryin to get guys to show thier dicks for beads but they wouldnt do it. kevin was supposedto earn like the 30 or so that i had but he didnt. he wouldnt have had to show me he could have earned them by kisses i dont mind those. lol this is funny me and brit are sittin here eatin boo wants in my room i let him in and he goes and started lickin brits toes. he has toe fetish wit starfyre(lexxy's puppy) its the nose and as for blacky i dont know what his is yet dont really care. but n e who brit is spendin the night at my house tonight we got home at like 4 in the mornin actually like 4:30 there was no way she could go home, her mom would totally bitch, i mean she would bitch in the first place but it would be totally worse. so yeah crap-i-tate i forgot about my journal agin, this is not cool damn ppl IMin me ohh well im goin to bed im tired so :P get over it. gn sd tc hagn

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Current mood: drained and fuck i dont know